Azrul’s Blog

This song somehow caught my ears today do no why…Robbie Williams-”Advertising Space’ ..Happy new year ladies and gentlemen!

There’s no earthly way of knowing
What was in your heart
When it stopped going
The whole world shook
A storm was blowing through you

Waiting for God to stop this
And up to your neck in darkness
Everyone around you was corrupted
Saying something

There’s no dignity in death
To sell the world your last breath
They’re still fighting over
Everything you left, oh

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

And
No one learned from your mistakes
We let our profits go to waste
All that’s left in any case
Is Advertising space

Through your eyes
The world was burning
Please be gentle
I’m still learning
You seemed to say
As you kept turning up

They poisoned you with compromise
At what point did you realise
Everybody loves your lies
But you ,ah ah

Special agent for the Man
Through Watergate and Vietnam
No one really gave a damn
Did you think the CIA did?

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

And
No one learned from your mistake
We let our profits go to waste
All that’s left in any case
Is Advertising space, ooooohh

I saw you standing at the gates
When Marlon Brando passed away
You had that look upon your face
Advertising space

No one learned from your mistakes
We let our profits go to waste
All that’s left in any case
Is Advertising space

I’ve seen your daughter
Man she’s cute
I was scared but I wanted to
Boy she looks a lot like you

One morn i wake up with this?…well..i should have it black..hey..stop looking at my chest! yes u! stop!hahaha

Tuesday-Dec 13..Ive been sucked again into the black hole where everything weights 100 times heavier than they really are! No ,,no its not the fucking winter,,neither its the depressing moment i have to face with having so much work to settle before christmas..i think its the routine that i perform day by day..hours by hours..so i complaint too much?..gosh have i turned english?..but yes,,everything is a bit sucky now..nothing seems to work..seriouly nothing!…here we go again. Ive found a new addiction The Simpsons! I told u i have fall into the pithole!..wake up wake up azrul!.
I cant barely remember my hobbies these days besides reading,,,maybe i continue reading on the fact that im literate?…that is really really sad..but well..im kinda depress now..maybe prozac will help me a little..sad sad me..i do hope i can get some work done by tomorrow or i will be in touble..wake up!..u stupid bitch!..hahahah

After a lot of effort i managed to drag myself out of bed, make myself cofee and toast, sit down and write something here. Feel like shit and at one point and i have predicted that i will snap at someone today!…feel so fucking misreable! but its ok…weekend was fucking good!…partied till sunrise, boost all nite long and…u know…i thought i have forgotten how to have fun,,but hell no! I love manchester on saturday!,,,the party , the people, the stuff it just magical..maybe not magical but fucking crazy!..well its monday now…so depressing,,why do weekend have to end..hmmm

As I was browsing through the secondhand books and paintings in Broomhill I found this piece of painting by Bruegel(about 1525-69)..The Fall Of The Rebel Angels.. Its a copy..but it caught my attention..
The sin of Lucifer was pride, and he was condemed forever to be in hell, He disobeyed his creator because he thought he was a higher being than us..and pride was the vice..arent all of us came to this world with that piece of vice..pride?..and what is next? disbelieving?
I do love this painting,,i wonder which side of the painting i belong to ..up or down..need to dig his grave to ask that!..

Its saturday nite…we gonna go out..but stil early..so we took some pictures to see how long can we stay this cute..its vain but we love ourselves and man! we look good! And no she’s not my girlfriend..

And another 2 more weird pictures to demostrate the word narcisism..