Tuesday, November 29, 2005

My favourite picture

Everytime i look at this picture, its like an old dream long left without a story, sad..He looks so calm in there or maybe coz he was dead long ago..such a beautiful creature. Beutiful things cant last that long..and beautiful people die very early..so wht we are left with?..u know the answer…


 

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Saturday, November 26, 2005

Sorry, But Your Soul Just Died

Im half way through Fukuyama’s work on post-human nature where i stumbled upon Wolfe article which coined the most disturbing line for me today( I do admit it has to be with being all tired and feeling useless today)--Sorry, but your soul just died said wolfe…
As I watched the beutiful pictures of me posted by some friends— Sorry, But Your Soul Just Died said wolfe

should i join their party in manchester tonite?– Sorry, But Your Soul Just Died said wolfe

should i just work out in the gym later?–Sorry but Your Soul Just Died said Wolfe

looking my self in the mirror-Sorry but hmmmm….your soul….

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Thursday, November 24, 2005

How far should we stretch?

Long day at law school!..Im still struggling with Gewirth and Kant in week 9! fuck!..need to something bout all this moral thories!…anway..yesterday’s post on Civil Partnership Act did provoke some moral issues..cool!..just how i expected where the evening is going(this line sound fimiliar…haha)
Today was the coldest day since i came back to England..i reached my room alive with my lips,ears,hands numb and frozen!…argh! how i miss the hot tropical sun back home..miss my baby so much!
Ive been doing some thinking bout yesterday’s issue…if everyone can say its their right to get marry…to have children or not..to be who they want..but look closely people..this is totall anarchy! chaos!..if everyone can do anything they like and claming it as their right what will happen to humanity?..social order?..changing of societal norms?
From my understanding of Kant…he said that everyone has the maximum potential to express their rights untill it clashes with the right of others and society as a whole..so if gay marriage is allowed with the same right given to the straight marriage doesnt this clashes with the norm of the society..according to Kant this should be prohibited to avoid anarchaism(as u know ladies and gentleman he is very utilatrian)..so any comment?
so we are now again streching the idea of rights like we did less than hundreds years ago when we let women to vote on the rise of the idea feminism..or are we putting our feet down?..i would to sit and watch this december.
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Ladies..ladies!

Once upon a time there was a boy who lost his way in the forest…suddenly. under a big oak tree in the heart of the forest he saw a group of forest fairies playing among the wild bushes. ‘Lucky me’ he said. ‘ now i can ask for direction , and maybe a little bit more”..said the boy. So he went to see the fairies and they offer him a drink tht can make any mortal immortal!

‘This is good’ said the boy ‘ i feel very light’ he said…later..the fairies offer him to dance with them so t that the newborn unicorn will always be protected.

“I feel happy” said the boy then the one of the fairy said “i will give u the emerald that will pure every man;s heart! but i have to kiss u” and the boy say ‘Hell yea!”….


now the boys is the purest hearted boy in the world..but then the faireis said”this is not free u know?..everything have a price to pay for”..and the boy was scarred…and the fairies…”noooooooooo!’ scream the boy! but it was too late..

So boys and girls the moral of the story is that..well..hmm..fairies are not real!..believe me!..HAHAHA

ANWAY…no fairies were hurt in the making of this documentary and no actual physical action were involved(dont worry sayang its girls!..hehe..playing around!)..this is just a bluff!..hahahah..thnks for watching..

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Ruining the club?

In less than a month The Civil Partnership act will be in force. To those who have no idea what this is, this mean gay marriage is finally being recognized atleast in the eye of the law in England , Wales and Scotland. Is this a celebration of humanities furthest liberty towards oneself?…or are we here again to destroy the basic sanctity of marriage?..
On my way back last nite, i met this guy in the tram, he smiled at me we started talking, at one point i ask him about this ‘gay marriage issue’ to my amusemet he said ‘mate, to be honest i have no personal interest in this issue, but’ he continued ‘Why do when we let some fuckers to join the club, and then they just have to ruin the club!‘
i was rather amused than angry with such remark(can somebody tell me why?..hahaha) To be honest people, from my observation and reading(which is very limited) from the legal aspect..its a good thing..u know property transfer and inheritance tax and so on(u know all those legal shit u fight in court just for a piece of china from your late bf) but at one point…
…it came to me we are somehow challenging the rules of the club(imagine having christmas or Hari Raya dinner with your son and his husband or ur daughter and her wife..sound absurd ya?)
back to my point.. absurdity can be challenged as society progresses but if we look at the idea on the sanctity of marriages is to produce children(to run around and make alot of noise with cute faces!..i would like to have a few one day!.haha)..gay marriges?..children?..naa dont fit squarely in the picture..but then again how many straight couples have decided not to have children?..is this not a violation of the rule of the club?
Back to the idea on sanctity of mariages. If this a god given right(rather than a moral theory tht binds people to legally share the same bed..hehe)I would say its very unfair and unjustifiable to say one’s marriage is not acknowleged by any religion in the world! if it is..religion sounds very mean(sorry if i offend anoyone here). if its not a god given right than nobody can say anyone is ruining one;s club?
this some the issues i would like to point out..but for me marriage is sacred..gay or not..it deserve full respect from everyone..fine! if u dont like this people to be in the club they can make sure soon there aint more club for anyone…believe me..they can..haha

Mood-Thank god im not married!(sorry sayang i didnt mean it!)
Song-something stupid(yuck!)

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Thursday, November 10, 2005

lazy lazy me..

Finally ive cleaned up my hamsters cage..poor things..they have been living in theit own piss for almost a week now, this is just me, i easily get carried away with things that i find amusing at the moment forgetting they are other thing that has been part of my life that i have to perform..God!..havent called home for almost a week now!…focus azrul!..focus! but for tonite im gonna let myself go crazy(yes girls im going to the party..haha) and ill focus tommorrow..haha..and my weight training?..maybe i should take a break in a while..i am hot now though..ahahah. n wait till i feel misreably fat again…being lazy , easily distracted, comforrtably happy with life and  people! this is the new me this winter!

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